And now, removed from Air—
I simulate the Breath, so well—
That One, to be quite sure—
The Lungs are stirless—must descend
Among the Cunning Cells—
And touch the Pantomime—Himself,
How numb, the Bellows feels!
F 308 (1862) 272
Dickinson is writing here as one who is only going through the motions of living. Having taken breath all her life, she learned the “Trick” of looking like she’s breathing even if she’s “removed from Air.” Her lungs are “stirless,” not moving at all. “One” would have to get down at her cellular level to discover this “Pantomime” and find out how “numb” the bellows of her lungs really are.
|To Dickinson, the soul is forged within the body.|
It is interesting to me, 308 poems into Dickinson’s opus, how often she has referred to her or another’s body as a smithy or forge, or even a volcano—a place built around containing fire. In this poem her lungs are “the Bellows.” In “By a flower – By a letter,” her desire for love is manically welding rivets and working at an anvil with “sooty faces tugging at the Forge.” In “How many times these low feet staggered,” a dead housewife’s mouth is soldered, her heart is a rivet, and her ribcage “hasps of steel.” The blacksmith’s forge of this woman’s life is no longer working.
Later in 1862, Dickinson will write “Dare you see a Soul at the White Heat?” In this amazing and widely anthologized poem Dickinson presents the blacksmith’s shop as a metaphor for processes within the soul. Its
… Anvil's even ring
Stands symbol for the finer Forge
That soundless tugs -- within --
Refining these impatient Ores
With Hammer, and with Blaze
The current poem is rather frightening poem in that its language is like that of someone in deep depression: she is numb, just going through the motions, and no one understands. Yet it is this repressed life symbolized by the blacksmith’s forge that from time to time erupts in the heat that makes so many of Dickinson’s poems so very memorable.