“But I have chosen them”!
Brave – Broken hearted statement –
Uttered in Bethleem!
I could not have told it,
But since Jesus dared,
Sovreign, know a Daisy
Thy dishonor shared!
- F 87 (1859)
Jesus, soon before his crucifixion, told his disciples that he had chosen them—soon afterwards they ran off from the soldiers, leaving Jesus captured. Later still, Simon Peter would claim he never knew Jesus. That is the background of the “Brave – Broken hearted statement”. The emotions are emphasized alliteratively with a string of ‘Bs’: “But”, “Brave”, “Broken”, “Bethleem”.
The poet sees this behavior as dishonoring Jesus and in the second stanza she confesses that she, too, has been similarly dishonored. Referring to herself as “Daisy”, a humble yet hopeful name, she tattles directly to God the Father. Dickinson again uses alliteration to emphasize the point: “dared”, “Daisy”, “dishonor”.
I suspect this is one of those poems that gets written when you’ve just been snubbed or otherwise slighted by those you consider your most special friends. One doesn’t have to read too many Dickinson poems or letters to find that she does indeed feel a bit left out and neglected from time to time.